Saturday, August 9, 2008
Hard to say Good Bye
hurm..this is the 2nd last day of me to be the nurse in my fav unit emergency room..after this as i mention before,i will be 'LOAN" to medical ward...
she said its rotating..but why only me..
the best reason is..
they short of staf..so they need a staff to help..
n my Head Of Nurse choosen me..
even i'm not interested in medical ward..
even i plan to do my post basic in emergency course or degree in emergency medicine..
but thats life....
i have to take it as a challenge..
seriously i hate to working in ward..
but i knew i can do it..
of course la i will missing the ER team and emergency cases..
uh...and this lately i'm thinking of my dreams..
the dreams that not yet comes true..
i lurve early chilhood education..
i hope dat i can open a new international islamic montessori..maybe in 5-10 years from now....
so should i continue my dream??
should i turn to another path??
and i lurve medical field really much..
but i dislike to be the sister,head of nurse or even director of nursing..
becoz i lurve education n research more...
maybe i should turn to teaching..
that sounds better..
but i dont want to loose my nursing skills..
i'm still thinking...........
and i really hope that i make a wise decision...