Thursday, July 31, 2008

part time job

nak cr part time job la..

ngajar tusyen ker..lama seh tak wat keje ni...

tk pun keje aper2 la....typist ker...

isk...zaman inflasi n keperluan lebih byk ni kena cr extra money la..

KEJE KEJE di MANA ko KeJE...uhuhuh

A Day To Remember

semlm ade TCA again ngan Dr L n Dr R at my hosp..
luckily ade gk kawan temankan...aiman accompanied me..kesian aiman kena tunggu lama...sorry dude..but yg penting dpt gk aiman beli camera canon yg di idamkan...
ade promotion kt low yatt semlm..n guess what?? i smpt jumpa one of bloggers...yusma..schoolmate aiman..terserempak time kat escalator...

n one thing yg wat i pelik..
surprisely i br tahu yg my helicobacter plylori is + ve...
knp time kt pusrawi after scope i tk tahu silap Dr S kata -ve...isk3

so again..dh +ve..aper lg ubt la lagi kan...
muak seh ngan ubt..
but the best things is this is the last week i on prednisolone...cukup 2 la larat la nak mkn ubt...aduhai..

then last nite after 2-3 days tk tears rolls down again last nite...
dah la dkt dlm kete ..lps visit paliza...he was admitted at kpj kajang..becoz of dengue haemorrhagic fever..platelet semlm 26 jer...get well soon bro...n another click yg admitted was are_rief sbb lungs prob..better stop smoking la are rief...both of them was myviX members..

n what make my tears rolls down???

its becoz of HIM...
dunno why maybe sbb time jumpa pali citer pesal club and its include him of course.....ya Allah tabahkan lah hati...

tp mlm td ..i jd down giler..nangis smpai kena migraine tu..
dh la kt kajang...nak kena drive back sorang2...
luckily la lps amik ultracet..relieve gk..

c'mon must go on..
once fail doesn't mean failure for the rest of ur life..
wake up babe..

Tuesday, July 29, 2008



Also called: Gastroesophageal reflux disease

Your esophagus is the tube that carries food from your mouth to your stomach. Gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD) happens when a muscle at the end of your esophagus does not close properly. This allows stomach contents to leak back, or reflux, into the esophagus and irritate it.

You may feel a burning in the chest or throat called heartburn. Sometimes, you can taste stomach fluid in the back of the mouth. This is acid indigestion. If you have these symptoms more than twice a week, you may have GERD.


Heartburn is the major symptom of acid in the esophagus, characterized by burning discomfort behind the breastbone (sternum). Findings in GERD include esophagitis (reflux esophagitis) — inflammatory changes in the esophageal lining (mucosa) —, strictures, difficulty swallowing (dysphagia), and chronic chest pain. Patients may have only one of those symptoms. Typical GERD symptoms include cough, hoarseness, voice changes, chronic ear ache, burning chest pains, nausea or sinusitis. GERD complications include stricture formation, Barrett's esophagus, esophageal spasms, esophageal ulcers, and possibly even lead to esophageal cancer, especially in adults over 60 years old.

Occasional heartburn is common but does not necessarily mean one has GERD. Patients with heartburn symptoms more than once a week are at risk of developing GERD. A hiatal hernia is usually asymptomatic, but the presence of a hiatal hernia is a risk factor for developing GERD.

GERD may be difficult to detect in infants and children. Symptoms may vary from typical adult symptoms. GERD in children may cause repeated vomiting, effortless spitting up, coughing, and other respiratory problems. Inconsolable crying, failure to gain adequate weight, refusing food, bad breath, and belching or burping are also common. Children may have one symptom or many — no single symptom is universal in all children with GERD.

It is estimated that of the approximately 4 million babies born in the U.S. each year, up to 35% of them may have difficulties with reflux in the first few months of their life. Most of those children will outgrow their reflux by their first birthday. However, a small but significant number of them will not outgrow the condition.

Babies' immature digestive systems are usually the cause, and most infants stop having acid reflux by the time they reach their first birthday. Some children do not outgrow acid reflux, however, and continue to have it into their teen years. Children who have had heartburn that does not seem to go away, or any other GERD symptoms for a while, should talk to their parents and visit their doctor.

24-Hour Esophageal pH Test(Cleveland Clinic Foundation)
48-Hour Bravo Esophageal pH Test(Cleveland Clinic Foundation)
Upper Endoscopy(National Institute of Diabetes and Digestive and Kidney Diseases)
Upper Gastrointestinal (GI) Tract X-Ray (Radiography)(American College of Radiology, Radiological Society of North America)
Also available in Spanish
Upper GI Endoscopy(Patient Education Institute) - Requires Flash Player

Physicians recommend lifestyle modifications when not recommending drugs to treat GERD. A 2006 review suggested that evidence for most dietary interventions is anecdotal; only weight loss and elevating the head of the bed were supported by evidence. A subsequent randomized crossover study showed benefit by avoiding eating two hours before bed

Certain foods and lifestyle are considered to promote gastroesophageal reflux:
-Coffee, alcohol, and excessive amounts of Vitamin C supplements stimulate gastric acid secretion. Taking these before bedtime especially can cause evening reflux.
-Foods high in fats and smoking reduce lower esophageal sphincter competence, so avoiding these tends to help. Fat also delays stomach emptying.
-Eating within 2-3 hours before bedtime.
-Large meals. Having more but smaller meals reduces GERD risk, as it means there is less food in the stomach at any one time.
-Carbonated soft drinks with or without sugar.
-Chocolate and peppermint.
-Acidic foods, such as oranges and tomatoes.
-Cruciferous vegetables: onions, cabbage, cauliflower, broccoli, spinach, brussels sprouts.
-Milk and milk-based products containing calcium and fat, within 2 hours of bedtime

Positional therapy
Sleeping on the left side has been shown to drastically reduce nighttime reflux episodes in patients

Elevating the head of the bed is also effective. Additional conservative measures may be considered if there is incomplete relief. Another approach is to apply all conservative measures for maximum response. A meta-analysis suggested that elevating the head of bed is an effective therapy, although this conclusion was only supported by nonrandomized studies

The head of the bed can be elevated by plastic or wooden bed risers that support bed posts or legs, a bed wedge pillow, or a wedge or an inflatable mattress lifter that fits in between mattress and box spring. The height of the elevation is critical and must be at least 6 to 8 inches (15 to 20 cm) to be at least minimally effective to prevent the backflow of gastric fluids. It should be noted that some innerspring mattresses do not work well when inclined and tend to cause back pain, thus foam mattresses are to be preferred. Some practitioners use higher degrees of incline than provided by the commonly suggested 6 to 8 inches (15 to 20 cm) and claim greater success.

Drug treatment

A number of drugs are registered for GERD treatment, and they are among the most-often-prescribed forms of medication in most Western countries. They can be used in combination with other drugs, although some antacids can interfere with the function of other drugs:

-Proton pump inhibitors are the most effective in reducing gastric acid secretion. These drugs stop acid secretion at the source of acid production, i.e., the proton pump.

-Antacids before meals or symptomatically after symptoms begin can reduce gastric acidity (increase pH).

-Alginic acid (Gaviscon) may coat the mucosa as well as increase pH and decrease reflux. A meta-analysis of randomized controlled trials suggests alginic acid may be the most effective of non-prescription treatments with a number needed to treat of 4
-Gastric H2 receptor blockers such as ranitidine or famotidine can reduce gastric secretion of acid. These drugs are technically antihistamines. They relieve complaints in about 50% of all GERD patients. Compared to placebo (which also is associated with symptom improvement), they have a number needed to treat of eight

-Prokinetics strengthen the lower esophageal sphincter (LES) and speed up gastric emptying. Cisapride, a member of this class, was withdrawn from the market for causing Long QT syndrome.

-Sucralfate (Carafate) is also useful as an adjunct in helping to heal and prevent esophageal damage caused by GERD, however it must be taken several times daily and at least two (2) hours apart from meals and medications.

Posture and GERD
In adults, a slouched posture is an important factor contributing to GERD. With a slouched posture there is no straight path between the stomach and esophagus; muscles around the esophagus go into a spasm. Gas and acidity get blocked in the spasm, causing coughing and other asthma-like symptoms. A meta-analysis suggested that elevating the head of the bed is an effective therapy, although this conclusion was only supported by nonrandomized studies

Surgical treatment
The standard surgical treatment, sometimes preferred over longtime use of medication, is the Nissen fundoplication. The upper part of the stomach is wrapped around the LES to strengthen the sphincter and prevent acid reflux and to repair a hiatal hernia. The procedure is often done laparoscopically.[10]

An obsolete treatment is vagotomy ("highly selective vagotomy"), the surgical removal of vagus nerve branches that innervate the stomach lining. This treatment has been largely replaced by medication.

i'm losing it..

its a sad story but i redha jer..i lost my new ericson yg br sgt beli kat alamanda semlm..lepas subuh notice ilang..sedih redha..mungkin tk de rezeki nak pakai dat hp..die punya accessories lain still dlm kotak lagi..aduhai...tabhakan la hati...bile tgk handsfree die teringt smpai seminggu tu pakai hp tu...

apsal eik??

sorry for the ketidak samaaan size of the pix ..hahaha...

any ideas or suggestion diz matter??? any bloggers yg nak share tak...huhuhu

will improve later...hehehe...lalala...

More pix

Family Day PCMC..

Family Day PCMC at Dusun Tua IKBN

i'm happy

1st - sbb finally everything is clear between me and my beloved paretns..alhamdulillah..kena wat sujud syukur after this...

2nd- sbb dah break off ngan least i knew it skrang..dr dah tunang n kawen..even ibu dah plan nak bleikan kain lace sumer tk per..bole simpan utk akan dtg..insyaALLAh masih ade jodoh di luar sana...

3rd - sbb lagi 2 minggu i akan di pinjam ke wad 4H- medical ward..even dh lama tinggalakn wad..i mean be4 this ngan emergency department jer..i'm still happy coz bole polish blk skills medical yg dh lama ditinggallkn..last sekali time keje kt wad D3, HSAJB la...huhuh

4th - sbb bdn dh rs teruk sgt mcm before this...

5th- sbb akhirnya dpt gk ketenganan yg di cari...alhamdulillah...

6th- sbb nak pindah umah..i'm moving again...huhuhu

7th - sbb br confirm kenaikan gaji semlm..even tk byk still naik gk..hehehe..

kesimpulannya......harus bersyukur sgt...lega yg teramat sgt....insyaAllah akan ku atur hidup ku ini dgn sebaik2 nya....

Monday, July 28, 2008

One of my fav songs

Lemon Tree

by Fools Garden

I'm sitting here in a boring room

It's just another rainy sunday afternoon

I'm wasting my time I got nothing to do

I'm hanging around I'm waiting for you

But nothing ever happens - and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car

I'm driving too fast I'm driving too far

I'd like to change my point of view

I feel so lonely I'm waiting for you

But nothing ever happens - and I wonder

I wonder how I wonder why

Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky

And all that I can see

Is just a yellow lemon-tree

I'm turning my head up and down

I'm turning turning turning turning turning around

And all that I can see

Is just a yellow lemon-tree

I'm sitting here I miss the power

I'd like to go out taking a shower

But there's a heavy cloud inside my head

I feel so tired put myself into bed

Where nothing ever happnes - and I wonder

Isolation - is not good for me

Isolation - I don't want to sit on a lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in a desert of joy

Baby anyhow I'll get another toy

And everything will happen - and you'll wonder

I wonder how I wonder why

Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky

And all that I can see

Is just a yellow lemon-tree

I'm turning my head up and down

I'm turning turning turning turning turning aound

And all that I can see

Is just a yellow lemon-tree

Friday, July 25, 2008

i'm missing uuuuuuuu....

what should i say now????

i'm really tired...
bdn lesu giler...
ntahla..dh muak dgn soalan2 berbentuk cepumas...
bile discaj?? btol2 dah ok ker ? knp pucat jer??? larat la nak payah tanya bole tak???
x ske la nak jwb...nak explain n tk minat nak share...

ntahla....asalnya pg ni mmg semangat giler nk teruskan hari yg mendatang...
tp dlm keadaan yg bdn tk brp nak fully cover ni...aku jd cepat sgt penat...
n the main things is dah bz2 tu aku lupa terus pesal makan...

lunch??? ops..i tk lunch lg.......

aja2 fighting wahidah...
ibu ayah....
ida rindu sgt22222 kt both of u...........


Yuni Shara

sepi hati terjadi lagi
mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
biar senyum hadir di hariku
namun ini hanya ada di bibir
di bibir saja

aku ini yang bisa mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
namun berat beban di hidupku
biarkan saja biar saja
hanya ku yang tahu

sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap kuberdiri
oh! ada saatnya kubicara
bila hatiku t’lah bulat
sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam

Disharge Already


i dh discaj ..yea yea...i was admitted for 5 days from 18 july till 24 july..

later on la i post pesal result OGDS,result Paranasal Sinus n blood test sumer....

even quiet frustrated with result but life must go on..
even too many medication that i have to must go on...
even my parents is like must go on...
even my beloved sis was diagnosed must go on..
even i juz clash with Mr must go..

yg penting...wahidah u still have ALLAH...
jujur n ikhlas la terhadapNYa,,
jujur n ikhlas terhadap dirimu sendiri wahidah...
then baru la jujur dgn org lain...

Ya Allah...
berikanlah hamba mu ni kekuatan...
hambamu ni tk setabah Rasulullah...
tp insyaAllah whateva dugaan yg dtg hambamu ni akan tabah n tidak putus asa..

Monday, July 21, 2008

i'm admitted again

its almost 3 days i admittedat pusrawi...
admit cause bronchitis asthma...
then dh onmcm2 ubt,ngan neb sumer...sgt tension tgk ubt...
dh mcm mkn gula2 jer....
blood test...twbc still high even dh complete antibiotik..CRP pun abnormal...
dh wat Xray tunggu reporting...esok nk
wat OGDS...
pergh kali ke $ tu sungguh tk selesa..
then esok ptg maybe nak wat ct scan plak...
jawabnya lama lg la kt spital..
bosan giler.....
wahidah get well soon..
sgt bosan dok hospital..
so sesaper yg free leh la dtg lawat i kay..
bosan sungguh ....
luckily pusrawi tu bgs..islamic sket..
i was admitted at 4th floor... pun AOR leave blk umah sb nak amik pakaian sumer....
doakan i get well soon kay....aminnnnnnnn

Friday, July 18, 2008

I'm so tired...

i dunno why but i'm tired enough today...
maybe becoz i start having slightly fever again...gosh...
then my pharyngitis come worse...dh tk de sore blk..sakit sgt tekak ni...
tk larat dh nak makan ubt...ngan kena on antibiotik blk..
biler dh mcm ni sng la nk triggers asthma attack sukeeeeeeeeeee....
pas tu this 2-3 days..langsung tk de selera mkn...nk paksa pun tk guna..sbb mmg LOA giler.......pujuk gk diri habis kuat pun sket jer la..
i think i dh slightly dehydrated la....i need drip....:(
tp tk per...minum je air suam,100 plus atau ORS...wuargh..
migraine pun dtg blk...ngan giddy nya...almost every day rs giddy ngan vertigo..BP plak slumber je high...aduhai....what happen wahidah?? i knew sumthing wrong tk tahu aper...follow up with gastroenterologist n chest physician i ikut jer..cume tk pergi jumpa ENT je..hurm..ntahla...bdn rs mcm nak melayang jer mcm main layang2 la pulak...huhuhuh..

i dislike to be admitted again..dh jadi fobia ngan spital n doctors2.....:(

Monday, July 14, 2008

My fav songs for the timing..:)

lately ni i lurve n enjoy few songs..

So list 5 of my fav songs...

1- Letto - Permintaan Hati...mmg layan la esp tkg video clips die..pergh..
2- Biarlah Sepi - Shara + Yuni...sadis n sayu je lagu ni...
3- Opick - Bila Waktu Telah Berhenti..insaf beb...
4- Acha Septriasa - Sampai Menutup Waktu..lirik die mmg sempoi...
5- Natasha Bedeingfield afeat Sean Kingston-Love Like This

So i want to Tagged others too..


-ilman aiman ...sbb dh free kan skrang..huhuhu...
-Dr syuk
-Abg Bear
-Kak Shifa
-and to any bloggers too.. :)

Update past xtvt pix

dh lama tk upload hr ni i upload some of pic ngan geng myvi X....

bowling tournament tu buat kt mutiara complex 28th june yg lalu....lane die sgt tk yg penting kitorang njoy....

then gmbr karaoke tu pulak time GT kat NZ wangsa maju...lepas GT..diorang buat surprise kt MJ...hbs basah kena lumur ngan telur ngan tepung..huhuhu..nasib la MJ kn..normal la tu..kata xtremers..hahaha...

lepas habis jer sessi mengenakan Mj dkt petronas area NZ tu..kitorang gerak pi karaoke...karaoke dkt mn eik..huhuhu...lupa la bebudak myviX ni mmg giler ar..mmg btol2 diorang release tension time tuh...sbr jer bgs gk sesekali release tension mcm ni....

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Official GT myviX..

pic ngan bebudak myviXtreme club

Berkelah di Ulu YAm..

today i went to ULU YAm...

picnic n bbq ngan xtremers...bebudak myviXtreme club malaysia...

but one things yg jadi sejarah dlm hidup aku hari ni...

aku lemas...di bawa arus..luckily survive..Alhamdulillah nothing bad happen...

cumer ade la sket2 effect die...yg pnting aku rs lebih hargai hidup...

tq Allah for giving me chances to still alive...:)

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Lembaran Hidup wanita Solehah

Mampukah aku menjadi seperti Siti Khatijah?
Agung cintanya pada Allah dan Rasulullah
Hartanya diperjuangkan ke jalan fisabilillah
Penawar hati kekasih Allah
Susah dan senang rela bersama...

Dapatkah kudidik jiwa seperti Siti Aishah?
Isteri Rasulullah yang bijak
Pendorong kesusahan dan penderitaan
Tiada sukar untuk dilaksanakan...

Mengalir air mataku
Melihat pegorbanan puteri solehah Siti Fatimah
Akur dalam setiap perintah
Taat dengan abuyanya, yang sentiasa berjuang
Tiada memiliki harta dunia
Layaklah dia sebagai wanita penghulu syurga...

Ketika aku marah
Inginku intip serpihan sabar
Dari catatan hidup Siti Sarah....

Tabah jiwaku
Setabah umi Nabi Ismail
Mengendong bayinya yang masih merah
Mencari air penghilang dahaga

Di terik padang pasir merak
Ditinggalkan suami akur tanpa bantah
Pengharapannya hanya pada Allah
Itulah wanita Siti Hajar....

Mampukah aku menjadi wanita solehah?
Mati dalam keunggulan iman
Bersinar indah, harum tersebar
Bagai wanginya pusara Masyitah....

Sepagi di tasik permaisuri...

hurm..last nite suddenly kena attack migraine...dlm kul 4 pg...then haruslah tk bole tido smpai ke pg kn...even dh amik ubt still x mmg tk bole tido la lepas tu bgn solat subuh...then masak air...buat oat....

then,,tiba2 teringin nak dr kul 7 lebih jogging + jln2 sket smpai la kul 10....tired tk per at least release gk la...sbb bile sakit dok lepak atas katil jer smpai bdn jd lembik...bosan seh..almost 3 week rest.....then after that,tunggu kak Anne smpai....sbb dh jnji nak jumpa die hr ni...

Kak Anne hantar pi keje hr ni....tq kak anne...dont worry to much kay...i'm okay...everything still in skrang ni ngah keje ptg...still rs giddy smpai2 je hosp terus muntah....migraine n vomitting dh mcm irama ngan lagu...

ni pun still rs nausea lg....dh amik anti-ametik tp mcm tk ok gk lg...:(

cepatla masa berlalu...nk blk umah resttttttt

Friday, July 11, 2008

Unexpected Visitor

it was a memorable day yesterday.
nur_jannah came to my house with kak Fetty to visit me..come over from bentong tu..sanggup tu..
so touching kay...kitorang tk jumpa almost 7 years...
kesian kak Anne ni smpai sesat2 la...then pi lepak kt santai...mkn2 sket..pas tu i ade date plak ngan Mr lepas dinner t'pksa la tingglkn kak Anne ngan Kak Fetty pergi sndiri down town..kesian diorang sbb sesat lg...sbr jer la korunk kn..hari sesat2 sedunia eik semlm..huhuhu....

but 1 thing yg i knew is... she is great beb..mmg superb la kak Anne ni...
dlm diam2 dh jadi org penting kt XXX...dahsyat la kak..
tabik spring la kat akak....dl time mula2 kenal kak Anne ni tgh study kt KUITHO lg..amik course engineering sumthing la..pas tu die amatla berbakat dlm graphic design ni...pas tu dgr citer jd wartawan kejap..pergh dahsyat..siap follow artis tup tup tahu2 dah jd org kuat kt putrajaya plak..tahniah la kak...
n thanks sbb dtg semlm..i knew u're a great sis..tq 4 ur care kak...n all da best.....jgn lupa kawen sudah kak..:)

to kak Anne n kak Fetty tq a lot 4 the visit...
really appreciate it.....
take care....n kawen jgn lupa jemput....hahahaha

Thursday, July 10, 2008

khas buat renungan kaum lelaki...

bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya mendongak megah,
Lelaki kami Asadullah, Saifullah,
Tokoh ramai tak terkira,
Bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya menunduk lemah,
Tokoh kai sedikit sekali,
Ramainya boneka Yahudi.
bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya tenang dihati,
Lelaki kami menjaga, melindungi,
Bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya mahu cabut lari,
Lelaki khianat, perogol bersiri.
Bila wanita teraniaya,
Sepasukan kuda putih membela,
Al-Mu’tasim kebanggaan wanita,
Ribuan wanita suci dipenjara,
Fatimah diperkosa minta dibela,
Lelaki tunduk tak bertenaga.
Bila wanita dibawah jagaannya,
Lelaki memagari sehabis daya,
Tiada siapa berani menggoda,
Bila wanita dibawah jagaannya,
Lelaki tak kisah auratnya terbuka,
Wanita dibiar bebas, binasa.
Lelaki menggadai harta dan nyawa,
Untuk mengangkat kemuliaan agama,
Lelaki menggadai ketinggian agama,
Demi nafsu, dunia dan seisinya.
Lelaki bermatian mencipta sejarah,
Kental berjihad, kental berdakwah,
Lelaki hanya menyanjungi sejarah,
Diri bermalasan, tenaga tak dikerah.
Lelaki mempejuangkan deen dan ummah,
Al-Farouq, Zunurain mati terbunuh,
Lelaki memperjuangkan diri dan kroninya,
Hingga sanggup membunuh.
Lelaki bersatu menghadapi musuh,
Angkatannya kuat dan teguh,
Lelaki berpuak dan berpecah,
Sesame sendiri saling bertelingkah.
Kembalilah lelakiku ,
Kepada kelakianmu,
Kami indukan lelaki dulu,
Acuan Madasah Rasul...

renung2 kan lah...lepas ni i'll update for women plak..:)

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Its my life

alhamdulillah,today i felt relief and calm down...
this lately i tears easily..
i dunno why...

maybe becoz of the illness and becoz of others 'factor'...

what i'm really worried about is when my parents want to go back home?
even my brothers,granny n mak long also dunno anything bout their departure back..
i hope that they will go back soon..i'm really miss them n my brothers too...

regarding the illness..i met Dr Ryan already..our its look like i clear bout the Rx and medication..

and regarding my asthma..i still have to get the referral letter and seen the chest physician....insyaAllah i will get it soon...

about HIM...its look like it still complicated but there is a hope there..but i dont want to hope so much...becoz it hurt when things did not turn up well..but what i knew rite now we need each other...

my career?? i'm still working and lurve working in PCMC..and still awaiting to further my studies...but nevermind...take it easy..insyaAllah ade rezeki,i'll study again....miss my student life..:)

Monday, July 7, 2008

i'm miserable

sorry to all bloggers n frenz...
i knew this lately i byk sgt ssh kan u all sumer..
i dunno why tiba2 i jd sorang yg mudah nak naik marah..sedangkan be4 this i jenis yg kewl..i dunno why..wake up wahidah..:(
maybe ni sumer dugaaan dr Nya,,
n to all my close frenz...
tq 4 ur support..n plz dont worried too much n crying in front of me..
ur tears make me felt so touched...
and to all bloggers that kept comment n advising me...
tq guys....
really appreciate it....

TQ again n again..
n di kesempatan ni gak i nak minta maaf dr hujung rmbut ke hujung kaki pd sesapa saje yg pernah i buat slh atau lukakan hati anda...i'm really sorry...

ALLAMDULILLah,tq Allah 4 giving me chances to breath n enjoy the life..

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Bila Waktu Telah Terhenti

Bila Waktu Tlah Berakhir
Album : Istighfar
Munsyid : Opick

bagaimana kau merasa bangga
akan dunia yang sementara
bagai manakah bila semua
hilang dan mati meninggla kan diri mu
bagimanakah bila saat nya
waktu terhenti takkau sadari
masikah ada jalan bagi mu untuk kembali
mengulang ke masa lalu
dunia....dipunuhi dengan hiasan
semua..dan sgala yang ada
akan kembali pada nya
bila waktu tlah memanggil
teman sejati hanyalah
bila waktu tlah terhenti
teman sejati tianggalah sepi...

Pengirim : abi shulaiman

Hate to fall in lurve

What i know rite now i hate the feeling of falling in luv..
maybe becoz its not with the rite time,rite place n maybe even a rite guy...
but one thing that i knew..
i got other things more important to settled...

so think bout ur future ur dreams and ur career 1st wahidah..
growth..wake up..

LOve Urslef 1St before U Fall in Luv,
Even u love him but dont give 100 % give space to urself too
Give more to urself 1st than u will know how miracle was the LurVe..

Love is Miracle..
Cinta Dlm Islam...
inspired by
Filem Ayat2 CInta

i miss u my luvly ibu n ayah

today at around 12 n my parents will fly away to somedestination near by..
the went under NGO of Malacca State...

actually its hard to sat and tell them that how much i luv them and how much that i want to be beside them...but i'm use to it...

from childhood till now my parents teach me how to independent...smapaikan kdg2 i rs terlalu independence...n rite now they are quiry men pertikaikan bout my independence come i bole ubah dr sorang yg independence kepada org yg memerlukan tmpt bergantung...

oh serabut seh..bile ckp pesal hati perasaan kasih syg n family..sorry guys i mmg failed skt bab2 mcm2 ni..

cuma satu je yg i nak my paretns tahu esp my ibu...


Friday, July 4, 2008

my list of sickness..:)

what is the allergic asthma is???????????

so many Q on this topic...
but dunno much...

any one that know about it tell me bout this????

and is it related to gastro esophagus reflux disease???

and how the stress Mx to overcome it...
because hate to get migraine attack with GERD and asthma...

the road to taken


i have 2 choices..
but i still thniking of it...

far away from kl..
have to search for new house..
offering to be the X...
have to teach students...
and got the chances to further study..

nice working place..
high salary...
potential hosp..
enhance to be establish there...
still offering staff to further study..
but a lot of people apply..
so chances to get 50-50

so what should i do?

Thursday, July 3, 2008

an interview

guys wish me luck kay...
at 1230 N today i have one session of interview with Prof X to the post of..............

it was in shah alam n i dunno the place but i'll search 4 it

i juz wanna u guys to wish n pray for my success..
i'll update u guys soon....

hope with the great news..amin

it was a long journey

let me make it short n simple...

i juz discharge actually discarging myself last nite after 3 days of admitted at ampang puteri...admit with diagnose from Dr X acute asthmatic attack with fever...and what make i really frustrated is from the time i was admit till 3 am even one stat dose of nebulizer will not be given...oh my Godness..poor Mx from the Rx site...

well cut it short i really fustrated with the treatment and the professionalisme of the MO's at that hosp and even at him..the doc that in charge me in that 'hosp'...
nevermind cut it short.....

rite now what i know is...i really need to meet the chest physician and the gastroenterologist....any one knows who u guys can suggest????????