S.Y.U.K.R.A.N

Syukran Ya Allah..
Becoz of U..
I'm still alive..

Syukran ya Allah..
Becoz of U..
I'm still a fighter..

Syukran ya Allah,
Becoz of U..
My life full of colours..

N alhamdulillah..
I still can smile..
I still believe in what i believe..
Believe that HE is the GREATEST..

Aja2 fighting..
Agi idup agi ngelaban....

Rindu Awak..(",)

A strong mukmin is better and more beloved to Allah than a weak mukmin, but there is goodness in both. Rise to secure good for yourself, seek Allah’s help, and do not be weak. (Narrated by Muslim)

SANDPAPER

Keje = Ibadah

I never felt like this..
Apa yg korang rs kalo korang buat sumthing yg korang tk suke n tk minat???
Tp korang kena buat jugak..sbb keadaan n itu tanggungjwb korang..

I dunno why..
BUT some of the Saudi's patients and relatives really irritate me..
Seriously say..
There are pampered enoughhhhhhhhhh..

BUT I'm only an ordinary NURSE..
My customer is my patient..
So patient is always right..
Tp tlg la..
Agak2 la kan..
Jgn la smpai cik misi ne rs tk ikhlas nak bekerja sbb sikap patient2 ne..
Aduhai...

Seriously sepanjang jd nurse ne...
Jarang nak rs berkira ngan patient..
Tp bile keje kt sini..
Dgn wad barunya dgn kurang minat ngan MEDICAL WARD nye..
Tambah lg ngan patient2 nya..
Sumer jd serba tk kena..

For example benda plg simple pun leh jadi caca merba..
Ya Allah mcm mn nak fokus ne..
As usual ASSABRU MINAL IMAN,WAHIDAH..

How I wish...
I can transfer to Jeddah or other branch..
N stay in ER..
BUT for the timing its only a wish..
By hook by crook i have to face it..
InsyaALLAH as times flies i will survive..
Doa2kan la yea..

GIRLY

Salam sumer..
I'm back..:)

Yesterday i'm off..
So i spent my time by playing table tennis..
N i met cute and adorable lil gurl that called Girly..
She's only 13 years old..
We really spent time together yesterday..
Enjoying chit chating n the games..
N the best part is we are so lucky enough coz there is a coach..
Yeah he coaching us welly...
But of course we are the victim of the coach's smashes and hits..
HAHAHa...

Girly really make my day happier yesterday..
Even she is only 13th..
N i'm looking fwd to spent time with her again..
I will update our picx together later..

No time to snap pics..
N yesterday gk ade sand storm..
N 1st time in my life i berhadapan dgn sand storm..
Before this lepak umah je..
Mmg keajaibanNya la..

Kay,happy weekend sumer..
Stay focus kay..:)

Sekadar Luahan Rasa

Detik2 yg berlalu..
Kulalui dgn kesabaran..
Kdg2 terasa berat nya dugaan ini..
Goyah jugak seketika..
But i believe Dia takkan uji umatNya melangkaui batasan/keupayaan mereka..

Kdg2 rs diri ni kerdil jer..
Rs diri ne serba serbi kurang..
Tp kekurangan tu la yg bole mematangkasn kita sebenarnya..
Mengajar kita erti jatidiri,eri pengorbanan..

N even apa pun yg berlaku,
InsyaAllah i will keep on moving..
As long as i still Believe in what i believe..

Di Hening Malam

Tough Times

TOUGH TIME NEVER LAST BUT TOUGH PEOPLE DO

Hari ne 1st day keje di wad..
Staff2 so far okay..
Tp cabaran nya tinggi ..
SBB....

Dah lama tinggalkan dunia wad..
Ward round,nursing report,nursing process..
Mostly i tak tahu..Aduhai...
Terasa agak kurang pandai serba serbi..
Stress dibuatnyaa..

Esp dlm nursing care..
Emergency department mn la nak highlight kan care2 patient ne sgt..
N the best part..
Ade ke patut kena wad one procedure yg Malaysian Nursing Board tk pernah senaraikan..
Aduhai...Muskilla2

Mmg la i pernah keje kt Medical Ward,HSAJB..
Tp keje kt Mesia mn sama ngn sini..
Diorang punya policy and sistem srba serbi lain..
N the best part is..
I kureng minat keje wad ne..

Postive Wahidah..
Learning process never stop..

I'm missing you..:(

...

Medical and Protocol???

Well started tomorrow morning i will transfer to Medical and Protocol unit/ward,,

Alhamdulillah sbb masih di berikan rezeki utk still bekerja di NGHA,KAMC ne..

BUT................

I love emergency medicine really much..

Aim to get Degree in this course..

Yelah kita hanya mampu merancangkan..

Tp setiap benda akan bermula dgn titik permulaan..

So setelah bertahun2 tinggalkan dunia wad..

I dh agak lupa dgn nursing care patient di wad..

Sponging??? Bed making??Ward round and so on..

BUT i will take it as a challenge..

I choose to be HERE

I choose to STAY..

So i have to DEAL with all the obstacles..

InsyaALLAH,i will try my best..

Right now so many rumours that i heard..

Yeah i knew it hurts me much..

BUT i knew Allah is there..

Let people talk..

N i hope i still have the patience..

InsyaALLAH i WILL..

Jairon's Bufday

Me and Kak Lia
Jairon's party Jairon's mama and frenz..:)

The Angel - Angelina

She makes me smell the whole night

Well actually event ne dh lama berlalu..

Rsnya almost a month kot..

Tp br berkesempatan nak post entry ne..

Well, this is my 1st experience p bufday party in Riyadh..

N yg specialnya bufday party Filipino's kid..

Mmg cute sgt Jairon's ngan suit prince nya..

N the food taste good also..

Pics food tk smpat snap pulak..

Sorry sgt..
Later i fokus ngan entry pesal food pulak k..

Tq to Kak Lia and the geng yg sudi jemput Y p this party..

A simple party but memorable..

The Neutraliser..:)

Marhaba..
Salam to all bloggers..

I'm melted..

Stuck x tahu nak tulis pe..

Pdhal i tahu i nak tulis sumthing bout HIM..

Sum1 yg bole meneutralkan rs resah,sadness or sickness..

Sum1 yg mampu membuatkan i kembali TERSENYUM..

Yeah i met HIM..

Pertemuan yg sgt indah..

Di tempat yg begitu indah..

Even pertemuan itu sgt singkat..

Tp mampu menggamit hati ini..

Dan i kembali BERHARAP..

Its still early,

But at least i knew there is sum1 that really can be my NEUTRALISER..:)

Mr H,

Selamat kembali ke Malaysia,

Sampaikan salam sya pd family kiter yea..:)

InsyaAllah sya akan ingt n ikut pesanan awk..

E.N.O.U.G.H

Enough is enough..
Makin jauh perjalanan hidupku ini..
Makin jauh perjuanganku..
Yes i am a fighter..

BUT..
Its seems like..
I'm tired already..

Still not feeling well..
N mcm lg teruk je..
Ntahla malas nak layan..
Beselah penyakit ne mudah dtg..
Tp nak pergi tu take time kan..

Oh ya,
To whom it may concern,
I know sure u will read this..

U are my sunshine after the rain..

TRIPPLE HAPPINESS

Syukur sgt hari ne dr pg smpai la ne..
I heard a good news..

1st..
Beginning lepas Subuh lg..
Dah mula dgn permulaan yg sgt mendamaikan..
Thanks to whom it might be concern..
U bright my day..:)

2nd..
I pass my ENGLISH test..
Even tk score mana..
Tp still rs syukur..

3rd..
I had another job offer..
But still considering it..
UK? London?
Hurm..
Still didn't decide yet

Alhamdulillah..
Syukur sgt..
Mudah2 an segalanya berjalan lancar..
Amin

Impianku

Lately teringin nak bercerita pesal my wish or impianku..
Kira macam azam baru gk la..huhuhu

So slps berkunjung di tanah suci hari tu i dh ade azam baru..

- I wish to be a good Muslimah..

Alhamdulillah tgh belajar n baiki diri ke arah tu..might take time sbb byk gile kekurangan diri..tp i akan cuba utk capai target i tu..

- I wish to be a good n professional nurse

InsyaAllah dh berada di track yg btol..i lurve my career..Proud to be nurse..be4 this mmg agak kurang proud sgt jd nurse sbb dl pernah aim nak jadi doc..tp nk bandingkan nurse ngan doc ..nurse lagi rapat ngan patient,lg care patient..n yg penting nurse n doc dua2 matlamatnya sama..patient safety first..

- I wish to be a good daughter,wife to be and mama to be..

Wow yg ne mcm tk caya je leh ckp benda ne..am i ready?? well normalla kan every women nak jadi ibu gk..nak rs mcm mn didik anak sumer..n sblm tu nak belajar jd wife yg baik..tp sebelum ke arah tu kenala bersdia jugakkan..

Tp mcm la i dh junpa THE ONE yg i impikan kan??
Well the asnwer is i'm still looking fwd it..
But..........

Huhuhu..
Only God knows kot..:P
Amin..Perkenankanla ya Allah..

Ini impianku..
N i think most of people punya impian masing2..
Aper impian anda yea?? :)

Coretanku

Salam bloggers sekalian..

Berjuanglah selagi ade khudrat..
BErjuanglah selagi ade kemahuan..
Berjuanglah selagi ade keihklasan..

Aja2 fighting..
Hidup ne singkat je..
So CHills..

Senyumlah kalo itu mampu menyembuhkan sakit org..
Senyumlah jk dgn senyuman itu mampu menggembirakan org lain..
Senyuman yg lahir dr hati yg suci..

Jgn senyum sumbing sorang2 sudah..
Kang orang kata kita tk btol pulak..Hahaha

Rindu Berkunjung Tiba

..I'm really missing The Holy of Mecca..

Kawan..

Tq to all my frenz that are really supporting me..i really meant it..
Pray that our frendship remians foreva..amin

what u give u get back

Its happen again..
I might be terminated even its not my fault even i'm only the victim..
But to me rezeki Allah to dimana2..
N kalo dah Dia takdirkan smpai sini je rezeki i..
I redha se redha2nya...

Ye inilah wahidah..
I get use to it,..
Selalu sgt pae yg i idamkan n mahukan tak dpt..
Dr bercinta smpai la skrang kerjaya..
I redha..
Kun Fayakun..
KetentuanNya i redha..
even rasa teraniaya..

Tp tk perla sekurang2nya
i tahu i tak salah..
Tak kesah la kal orog lain nak pk aper..
I hidup kt dunia ne kena jd selfish jugak..
Pentingkan diri sendiri..

Tp what make me felt really down..
How i want to tell my parents after harapan yg menggunung yg mereka tinggalkan dkt i???

Ya Allah lindungila hambamu ini..
Aku btol2 lemah2 skrang..
Berilah kekuatan kepadaku..

Need to rest..
Migraine attack..
Minght be sbb byk sgt nangis n serabut giler..
Makan pun ntah ke mana..
Mana ade selera makan..
Gastrik dtg blk..
Sumer dtg..
Sbr wahidah...
Assabru minal iman wahidah..:(

Ketenangan Yg Dicari

Journey to the heart..
Ketenangan hakiki yg dicari..
Sayu sgt rs hati ne bile dpt jejak kaki di Mekah..
N kalo bole mmg tk nak pulang..

InsyaAllah planning to go there another time..
Rasa diri ne kerdil giler..
Syukur sgt sbb dpt jejakkan kaki di sana..

Park in King Faisal Specialist Hospital

Some of the pic..byk lg..
Laterla upload kay..

S.E.R.A.B.U.T

Sumernya jd mess giler..
Pg tadi nangis lagi..
lepas jumpa my superior..
Ntahla..
Selama 26 thn idup ne..
Susah giler nk nangis..
Especially dpn org lain..

Tp skrang ne..
Slumber je nangis..
Sbb dh tak tertahan..
nak bersuara tk bole..
Yelah saper la nak dengar..

Juz leh luahkan perasaan ngan nangis..
Certain time rs mcm i dh ilang wahidah yg i kenal dl..
Kdg2 kekuatan diri lesap mcm tu jer..
Rapuh sungguh wahidah ne..

Tp i believe everything is God willing..
So insyaAllah i will survive..
Rezeki kt bumi Allah ne luas..

Damai Di Hati

La Tahzan

..Me myself and I
is always the best
because i always be myself
never change to anybody else..

Ya,i know i'm not the best..
N i will never be the best..
But this is me..
the ordinary Wahidah..

n insyaAllah i still believe in what i believe..

Brilah kekuatan kepada hambaMu ini ya Allah..
LIndungilah hambamu yg khilaf ne..
Amin..

I'm Survive

Alhamdulillah..
Finally i make it..
Dah dpt sesuaikan diri..
Even homesick giler..
Tp kena tabahkan hati..
Ingt kembali tujuan dtg bumi Arab ini..
Cabaran demi cabaran mematangkan diri..InsyaAllah..

Next Tuesday insyaAllah i nak ke Mekah..
Nak wat umrah n meet acik Timah..
Ibu kirim barang2 n laptop dr Malaysia..
Bestnyaa...

Counting days to go there..
Can't wait...:)