Thursday, July 10, 2008

khas buat renungan kaum lelaki...

Lelaki
Dulu,
bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya mendongak megah,
Lelaki kami Asadullah, Saifullah,
Tokoh ramai tak terkira,
Kini,
Bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya menunduk lemah,
Tokoh kai sedikit sekali,
Ramainya boneka Yahudi.
Dulu,
bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya tenang dihati,
Lelaki kami menjaga, melindungi,
Kini,
Bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya mahu cabut lari,
Lelaki khianat, perogol bersiri.
Dulu,
Bila wanita teraniaya,
Sepasukan kuda putih membela,
Al-Mu’tasim kebanggaan wanita,
Kini,
Ribuan wanita suci dipenjara,
Fatimah diperkosa minta dibela,
Lelaki tunduk tak bertenaga.
Dulu,
Bila wanita dibawah jagaannya,
Lelaki memagari sehabis daya,
Tiada siapa berani menggoda,
Kini,
Bila wanita dibawah jagaannya,
Lelaki tak kisah auratnya terbuka,
Wanita dibiar bebas, binasa.
Dulu,
Lelaki menggadai harta dan nyawa,
Untuk mengangkat kemuliaan agama,
Kini,
Lelaki menggadai ketinggian agama,
Demi nafsu, dunia dan seisinya.
Dulu,
Lelaki bermatian mencipta sejarah,
Kental berjihad, kental berdakwah,
Kini,
Lelaki hanya menyanjungi sejarah,
Diri bermalasan, tenaga tak dikerah.
Dulu,
Lelaki mempejuangkan deen dan ummah,
Al-Farouq, Zunurain mati terbunuh,
Kini,
Lelaki memperjuangkan diri dan kroninya,
Hingga sanggup membunuh.
Dulu,
Lelaki bersatu menghadapi musuh,
Angkatannya kuat dan teguh,
Kini,
Lelaki berpuak dan berpecah,
Sesame sendiri saling bertelingkah.
Kembalilah lelakiku ,
Kepada kelakianmu,
Kami indukan lelaki dulu,
Acuan Madasah Rasul...

renung2 kan lah...lepas ni i'll update for women plak..:)

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Its my life

alhamdulillah,today i felt relief and calm down...
this lately i tears easily..
i dunno why...

maybe becoz of the illness and becoz of others 'factor'...

what i'm really worried about is when my parents want to go back home?
even my brothers,granny n mak long also dunno anything bout their departure back..
i hope that they will go back soon..i'm really miss them n my brothers too...

regarding the illness..i met Dr Ryan already..our gastroenterologist..so its look like i clear bout the Rx and medication..

and regarding my asthma..i still have to get the referral letter and seen the chest physician....insyaAllah i will get it soon...


about HIM...its look like it still complicated but there is a hope there..but i dont want to hope so much...becoz it hurt when things did not turn up well..but what i knew rite now we need each other...

my career?? i'm still working and lurve working in PCMC..and still awaiting to further my studies...but nevermind...take it easy..insyaAllah ade rezeki,i'll study again....miss my student life..:)

Monday, July 7, 2008

i'm miserable

sorry to all bloggers n frenz...
i knew this lately i byk sgt ssh kan u all sumer..
i dunno why tiba2 i jd sorang yg mudah nak naik marah..sedangkan be4 this i jenis yg kewl..i dunno why..wake up wahidah..:(
maybe ni sumer dugaaan dr Nya,,
n to all my close frenz...
tq 4 ur support..n plz dont worried too much n crying in front of me..
ur tears make me felt so touched...
and to all bloggers that kept comment n advising me...
tq guys....
really appreciate it....

TQ again n again..
n di kesempatan ni gak i nak minta maaf dr hujung rmbut ke hujung kaki pd sesapa saje yg pernah i buat slh atau lukakan hati anda...i'm really sorry...


ALLAMDULILLah,tq Allah 4 giving me chances to breath n enjoy the life..

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Bila Waktu Telah Terhenti

Bila Waktu Tlah Berakhir
Album : Istighfar
Munsyid : Opick
http://liriknasyid.com



bagaimana kau merasa bangga
akan dunia yang sementara
bagai manakah bila semua
hilang dan mati meninggla kan diri mu
bagimanakah bila saat nya
waktu terhenti takkau sadari
masikah ada jalan bagi mu untuk kembali
mengulang ke masa lalu
dunia....dipunuhi dengan hiasan
semua..dan sgala yang ada
akan kembali pada nya
bila waktu tlah memanggil
teman sejati hanyalah
bila waktu tlah terhenti
teman sejati tianggalah sepi...


Pengirim : abi shulaiman

Hate to fall in lurve

What i know rite now i hate the feeling of falling in luv..
maybe becoz its not with the rite time,rite place n maybe even a rite guy...
but one thing that i knew..
i got other things more important to settled...

so think bout ur future ur dreams and ur career 1st wahidah..
growth..wake up..

LOve Urslef 1St before U Fall in Luv,
Even u love him but dont give 100 % give space to urself too
Give more to urself 1st than u will know how miracle was the LurVe..

Love is Miracle..
Cinta Dlm Islam...
inspired by
Filem Ayat2 CInta