happy things

2 things that make me happy today..

1st i dh confirm as a staff in PCMC..
so naik sket la salary...yes..:)

2nd Man U go to final..
hip hip horeey....

one of my fav novels..
like da title..=)

Loneliness

Cry and let it all out.
Know you aren't alone.
While maybe I'm not feeling it at this moment,
I, too, at times feel lonely.
Some days I can take it.
Others I can not.
I question my existence.
I question "the master plan."
I feel I will be alone forever.
I'm envious of those that have it all
And wonder do they know and cherish what they have.
I have fears of love, too.
I fear that once I have it, I may not be able to hold it.
I fear I won't appreciate it.
I try to stay optimistic about life.
And for the most part I am.
Yet, I still have to question the emotion of love.
Is it an illusion?
Is it true?
Why does my heart ache?
Then I stop and think and realize I'm not alone.
There are others out there that feel the same.
The world is big.
Maybe one day I won't be alone.
Honestly, to God, I hope.
However, I'm sure another person is feeling my emotions.
I just want to tell them they aren't alone.
Keep hope and thankfully the "master plan" will reward you.
I know I do.

when things dont go ur way

KENAPA AKU DIUJI?

"Apakah manusia itu mngira bhw mrk dbiarkan (saja) mngatakan:"Kami telah beriman",sdg mrk x diuji lagi?Dan ssngguhnya Kami tlh mnguji org2 sbl mrk,maka ssngguhnya Allah mngetahui orang2 yg benar &
sesungguhnya Dia mngetahui org2 yg dusta."
(Al-Ankabut:2-3)

KENAPA AKU X M'DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM2KAN?

"Boleh jd kamu mbenci sesuatu, pdhal ia amat baik bgmu,dan boleh jd kamu mnyukai sesuatu,pdhal ia amat buruk bgmu; Allah mngetahui sdgkan kamu x mngetahui."
(Al-Baqarah:216)

KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?

"Allah x m'bebani sseorang mlainkan sesuai dgn ksanggupannya."
(Al-Baqarah:286)

RASA 'FRUST'?

"Jgnlah kamu bsikap lemah,& jgnlah kamu bsedih hati,pdhal kamulah org2 yg plg tinggi (darjatnya),jika kamu org2 yg b'iman."
(Al-Imran:139)

BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU M'HADAPINYA?

"Hai org2 yg b'iman, bsabarlah kamu & kuatkanlah ksabaranmu & tetaplah b'siap siaga (di p'batasan negerimu) & btaqwalah kpd Allah supaya kamu b'untung."
(Al-Imran:200)

"Jdkanlah sabar & solat sbg penolongmu.Dan ssngguhnya yg demikian itu sungguh berat,kecuali bg org2 yg khusyuk."
(Al-Baqarah:45)

APA YG AKU DAPAT DRPD SEMUA INI?

"Ssngguhnya Allah telah mbeli drpd org2 mukmin,diri & harta mrk dgn mberikan syurga utk mrk."
(At-Taubah:111)

KPD SIAPA HARUS AKU B'HARAP?

"Cukuplah Allah bgku; tiada Ilah selain Dia.Hanya kpdNya aku btawakal."
(At-Taubah:129)

AKU X DAPAT B'TAHAN LAGI !!!

"Dan jgnlah kamu bputus asa drpd rahmat Allah.Ssngguhnya tiada berputus asa drpd rahmat Allah,melainkan kaum yg kafir."
(Yusuf:87)

PLKN in memory

finally tamatla sessi program integrasi yg dilalui..
so many sweet memory in PLKN..
yg plg best pelatih bg kerjasama yg sgt baik..
terharu sgt...
mula2 smpai sana cuak gk..
yelah seumur hidup tk pernah mengajar..
tup tup dtg sana kena mengajar almost 80 pelatih..
ader 4 kelas..
total up around 300 pelatih...
tp alhamdulillah sumernya goes on well..
mcm x percaya je skrang ni dh dpt title cikgu..
hehehe...
i'll miss all of them...
rindu sgt...
yg plg best udara kat kem sgt fresh..
dgn air dr air terjun..
rs best sgtla time mandi...
KEM De Bana in memory..

can't wait

tomorrow i'll go to Kem De Bana,Jempol..
can't wait to meet all the wira n wirawati..
sure penat sgt sbb mlm ni still keje..
then pg esok terus gerak blk melaka..
lepas tu ptg sket terus pergi kem..
hope everything will be okay...

TOT

last Sunday i went to dynasty hotel...
ade training of trainer utk program plkn..
ingt kn sng la nk jd trainer..
rupa2nya tough gk...
dh la kena bg talk pesal integrasi..
yg meliputi kebudayaan,keagamaan n gender..
la ni ngah bz cr bahan...hurm...

then i'm very happy my bro dh dpt keje
kat petronas seberang perai..
alhamdulillah...rezeki die...

today i'm going back to my village..
bestnya.....
but i'm preparing myself to be in court
again on this Thursday..

my activities

last friday i went to stadium putra bkt jalil..
I'm enjoyed watching the DISNEY ON ICE..
it's amazing..I really enjoy watching it..
With the Disney character of course..so cute...
Tq mark one for offering me to watch the events..

Then i had confirm to be one of the trainer..
at PLKN sumewhere in Jempol..
So can't wait to be there..
Hope that it will be a good experience and
exposure for me..