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Salam guys..

Lama kan sya x update blog...

Byk benda nk share cuma sya xtau nk mula dr mana..

N sya sgt2 lah bz..

Too many things happen dlm 2 bulan ni..

Serious guys kalo lah sya x kuat mungkin korang leh lawat sya kt tg rambutan kot skrng ni..

Nauzubillahi min zalik la kan..

But sya pegang satu je..

Allah takkn pernah uji sya lebih dr kemampuan sya...

So sya bersyukur sgt dgn dugaan2 yg Allah bg ni..

Hopefully sya akan lebih tenang n rasional dlm membuat segala keputusan..

Rabbi yassir walatuassir

Rabbi atma bilkhair

Allahurabbi

Hasbunallahu wanikmal wakil

Dlm tempoh 2 thn sya kehilangan atok..kehilangan tok aki..kehilangan 2 org sepupu and kehilangan adik yg plg sya sayangi..n br2 ni sya kehilangan makcik n abg dua pupu...Alfatihah buat semua mereka..Moga mereka tenang di sana...

Private Hospital or Government Hospital???

Bismillah..

Hi guys..

Pergh byk gile sarang kot..

Agak ssh kot nak mula berblogging blk setelah jd silent blogger...

Okayla make it short la..

Recently since blk vacation dr be4 Eid till now..

Sya byk spent time dkt hosp..

First ayah sya admitted..

Due to BPH -benign prostatic hyperthrophy..

Yg menyebabkn ayah sya tk bole urinate mcm bese..

So almost 3 week gk la ayah kena on CBD ( tiub kencing )

Nk jadikan cerita..

Ayah admit wat kali ke2 and kena buat cystoscopy..

The day after the procedure done..

Ibu sya complaint of chest pain..

Sharp pain and radiate to the left back..

Pakej ngan numbness sekali..

Pendekkan cite.

Ibu sya pun admitted gk..

Part ibu sya admit ni la sya nak story pjg sket..

Well my mom tk de past medical history..

Ayah i pun..

Alhamdulillah both of them healthy..

Okay yg sya nk share kat sini..

Bile ibu sya admitted sbb chest pain..

Management  and treatment yg diberi kurang memuaskn..

Well as an ER Nurse..

Byk kot kes chest pain dh sy handle..

Serial EKG/CKMB and Trop T tu sumer standard kot memana hosp mesti buat..

But the funny thing is..

Since my mom admitted hanya satu EKG je yg dibuat..

Bygkan la my mom admitted about 5-6 day kot..

N almost every day kot complaint of chest pain..

Mula2 cardiologist ingt just muscle pain...

Bg painkiller pun xjln..

ECHO looks fine..

EKG tk nmpak changes sgt..

But the chest pain still there..

So dr suggest but angiogram..

Mula2 sya a lil bit reluctant gk..

But luckily la buat angiogram..

So finding die mmg ade block kt left coronary artery and stenting was done..

Sya lupa pulak brp percent blockage tu...

After angiogram my mom stay kt CCU for observation.

N the story begin..

I noticed that my mum's face become oedema ( bengkak ) and both of my mother's hand pun bengkak..

As a daughter of course la i'm worried..

Ade gk la tnya nurse kt CCU tu  what happen kn..

Then the next day ibu sya dh bole transfer ke wad..

I noticed that my mom tak urinate well..

Sbb masa kt CCU on diapers..

N my mom xbese guna diapers..

N bile sya tanya ibu brp botol drip ibu dpt dkt CCU

Ibu ckp total about 7 botol termasuk pre angio drip..

I was like..cardiac pt with too many drip?

So satu je i rs my mom fluid overload kot..

Tu yg bengkak muka n tgn sumer..

So i encourage my mom to go to toilet.

Alhamdulillah after couple of time urinate 

My mom back to normal..no more oedema ( bengkak )

Then the next day sya tgk the cardiologist dh on kan all the cardiac meds and lipitor 

( ubt kurangkn kolesterol..)

So masa Cardiologist buat round..

Sya juz tnya...

How bout my mom's cholesterol level?

Then Dr tu selak2 file..

N terus jwb tk pe kolesterol tu sya dh cover dgn lipitor..

So i juz  remain silent..

Luckily la that PRIVATE hosp nurses die byk my junior and senior time kolej..

So i just recheck with them..

SURPRISELY..

Hanya ade one set of result CKMB and Trop T..

OMG..

How dare la diorng berani buat angiogram without any Renal Profile result or etc.

C'mon la..kalo Dr x alert nape nurse wad pun x alert gk..

Xkn x de standard sop or whatever la utk cardiac pt punya series.

N the silly mistake keep on going bile Cath Lab nurses tak check  level Urea and Creat be4 proceed the angiogram..

Contrast kot..agak2la xnak check renal function sumer..
Mmg la ibu sya x de renal problem..

But if anything happen diorng ade ke baseline Renal Profile n etc..

Since that i feel like..

Is this the quality of private hosp in Malaysia?

This is the standard??

Well i'm not blamming others private hospital..

But if this simple basic thing they dont do..

How come people want to trust them..

I didnt feel  its safe to be treated there..

But i manage to speak up about this matter to the Matron..

At first she said how come la they didnt do all that basic test..

Then after i shown her all the prove..

She admit it..

So I really hope they will improve n didnt repeat the some mistake again to other patients

Something to ponder..

-We pay extra money for the quality/good service..

-If not its better to go to government hospital..even long que..insyalllah they will do from the basic things..

-For the private hosp with lack of nurses/staff  they had to rule out this issues so the quality of the treatment will be improving.

Cukupla kot..dh lama x membebel...back to the track..blogging..:)

Nanti sambung part 2 pulak kay..

Ibu with her only grandchild Sofia..

Ayah otw to OT for Cyctoscopy


Salam Ukhwah,

Belangkasuwa Adikku

1 Ogos 2013 bersamaan 23 Ramadhan 1434H..

Tarikh yg akan aku ingt smpai bila2..
31 Julai midnight tu aku selamat smpai ke tanahair terchinta..

Lepas berbuka aku dikejutkn dgn berita yg membuatkn aku rebah di lantai..
Allah beratnya dugaanMu..
Adik bongsu kesayanganku meninggal disebabkn kemalangan jalanraya..

Aku bergegas ditemani oleh sepupuku ke bilik mayat hosp Melaka..
Ibu n ayah dh menunggu di sana..
Gugur rs hati ni apabila melihat jenazah arwah adikku..
Adikku meninggal on the spot di tmpt kemalangan..
Disebabkn kecuaian org lain adikku tiada lg..
Berhati2lah ketika memandu..
Jgn disebabkn kecuaian kita org lain jd mangsa..

Bukan aku xterima takdir Illahi..
Tapi terlalu cpt ia berlaku..
Aku br saje tiba di tanahair..
X kusangka hanya jasad adikku yg dpt kudakap n ku kucup erat..

Izzat adalah adik yg plg rapat..
Dia la adik..dialah boyfriend ku..
Dia jugakla peneman setia ku..
Bodyguardku..
Allah tempatkn lah adikku di kalangan para solihin dan org beriman..

Ye aku terkilan..
Sbb aku xsempt dgr suara arwah buat kali terakhir..
Xsempt jumpa arwah lg..
Arwah meninggal masa otw nk blk berbuka..
Nk surprisekn aku yg br pulang ke kg..

Last2 mmg kami satu keluarga yg dikejutkn dgn berita sedih ini..
Benda terakhir yg arwah buat ialah dia modifiedkn keta aku yg die guna sepjg aku bekerja di Arab..
Die tukar absorber n cat baru keta aku tuh..
Allah mulia sungguh hati adikku ini..

Izzat..
Mungkin Izzat sudah tiada di dunia ni..
Tp bg akk Izzat tetap ade cuma di alam lain.
Akk akan rindu Izzat setiap masa dan saat syg..
Insyaallah selagi akk hidup..
Akan akk sedekahkn Alfatihah bacaan yaasin dan sbgnya buat bekalan utk Izzat disana..
Byk benda yg akk nk kite kongsi bersama lg..
Tp Allah lg syg Izzat..

Sekarang aku hanya tinggl dua beradik..
Dia lah satu2 nya adik yg aku ade di dunia nie.
Wafi akk akan pastikan ikatan kite lg rapat lepas nie..

Moga Izzat tenang disana..
Ya Allah Kau ampunilah dosa arwah adikku..
Kau lindungilah dia..
Kau selamatkanlah dia..
N Kau maafkanlah Dia..

Alfatihah buat almarhum Muhammad Izzat bin Yusop
1 0gos 2013 645ptg..

Cameroon with ♥ Part 2

Salam sumer..
Entry kali nie kite ke Tea Plantation n Strawberry Farm pulak..

Enjoy the pics..
Layannn...

Cute right?? bergaya kalah kn mak long die tau..

Me and Ijat at one of the farm...

Alhamdulillah..vacation kali ni dpt berkumpul satu family..:)

Yg masuk dlm mulut lg byk dr dlm bakul...huhuhu

Ijat..the youngest in the family at the Strawberry Farm

We were here..:)

 

 

Happy birthday Ayah

Sana Helwa Ya Gameel
Sana Helwa Ya Gameel
Sana Helwa Ayah..
Sana Helwa Ya Gameel..
Happy birthday Ayah..
Tq 4 being such a lovely father.
U're the best father i had..
May Allah grant all ur wish..
We ♥ u Ayah..

Ibu n ayah..:)

Ramai yg berminat dgn lilin nie..jauh import nie...huhuhu
 

Cameroon with ♥ Part 1

Aloha..
Salam guys..
Well it so good be at home..
Yeah i'm back already..
More than a week..
N my first trip is to Cameroon Highland..
Actually my mom and bro are the 1 that plan diz..
Its really good to be with all family around..
So here some of the pics..
Part 1 - Cameroon Lavender
Enjoy...

 

 

Sofia Turn 1

Well nie backdated entry nie..
Pttnya sya create diz entry on her bufday..20122012..
Nice number rite??

Nur Alisha Sofia my sugar bunny niece,
Turn 1 already..
How time flies..

I still can remember clearly..
How i see her mother delivered her in front of me..
That is the most beautiful moment in my life..
To see her 'pop' in diz world..

Tq Allah...
Event i'm still single..
I treat her like my own daughter..
Happy birthday syg..
Moga membesar dgn sihat n bijak..

Can't wait to see u next year..
Tunggu Mak Long yea..:)

I'm Home

Hujan lebat kat luar..
Indahnya dpt dgr bunyi guruh di langit..
Dingin je rs bile hujan...
6 bulan tk dpt rs n tgk nikmat hujan nie..
Alhamdulillah syukur i'm home..

Genap seminggu blk Mesia..
Dpt sambut raya haji satu family..
Kumpul satu keluarga..
Best sgt..

Tp yg tk bestnya Sofia x nk dgn mak longnya nie..
Isk3..6 bln x jumpa..
Die dh tak cam mak long dia..
Geram kan tgk gigi rabbit die..
Dh ade 4 btg semuanya..:)

InsyaAllah nanti nk turun Penang..
Lepak ngan Sofia..
So die nk la ngan mak long nya kan..
Ble dh tgk 24 jam..:)
Skrang ni masih malu2 kucen lg..