Messy

Salam sumer..
Sorryla lama tk menulis..
Ne dh hari ke 9 saya di bumi Arab ne..
Still dlm adjustment..
Messy here n there..:(

Ntahla maybe sbb i really not enjoy my vacation yg lalu..
So rasa ralat n homesick tu masih bersisa..
Even jet lag pun masih bersisa..
Pdhal dh seminggu lebih..

Mood nak keje dgn bersungguh2 pun ke laut..
Tapi tugas tetap dilakukan dgn seikhlas yg terdaya..
Keje kt ER esp kat room mmg hectic giler..
N yg buat sya lagi frust..
Speciality elaun yg patutnya hak sya..
yg patutnya sya dpt masih sya tak dpt..

Yelah bayangkan la..
Org len sumer dpt speciality elaun ER 2000+
Saya sorang je dpt 750
Dgn sya dh jadi in charge sumer..
Sangat rasa tidak adil di situ..
Bila di tanya beribu alasan di beri..

N kalo di kira2 mau dkt 10k yg tertunggak yg mereka tk byr..
Sape tk kesal kan..
Bukan sket amount tu..

Thats why la saya rasa saya kena move on..
Lagipun insyaAllah byk lagi peluang pekerjaan yg ade di luar sana..
Even di Saudi ne pun byk lg hosp lain yg offer gaji n benefit yg baik..
Tadi sya dh p British COuncil..
Mahal gile IELTS kt sini..
Total out dkt 2k..
Giler ar..
Nyesal lak tk amik kt Mesia je dl..:(

Bersiaran dari Al-Aoun compound,

The decision is yours..

Kontrak sya actually dh tamat 9 Mac yg lalu..
Dh setahun rupanya sya di bumi Arab ne..

BUT until now sya masih blum wat keputusan nak smbung kontrak ne atau tidak..
Yea sya tahu the decision is mine..:)
Byk faktor gk sebenarnya yg sya kena timbang cara kan..

1- Financial
2-Career enhance
3-Further study
4-Family

Before this i put family at top of my choices..
BUT i think its a time for me to move on..
I mean i have to think n achieve what i want..
Lgpun my family is doing fine over there..

SBB pe sya letakkan family tu yg ke4..
It juz because they esp my mum really wants me to get married by this year..
OMG siap ade time limit until Dec 2011..
C'mon ibu syg,benda2 pesal jodoh ne bukan mudah utk kita jangka kan..
As a women sape tk nak kawen kan..
BUT.....

Ntahla..
Malas kot nak cite pesal kawen2 ne..
Yg pnting i'm happy to see my bro or my kwn2 get married..:)

Aperpun..
Sya harap sgt decision yg sya amik nanti..
Adelah yg terbaek..
N if sya bakal lukakan hati sesape..
I'm so sorry..
As sya pun ade impian sya..

Kalo dah ditakdirkan rezeki sya utk berkhidmat di sini setakat ne saja,
Sya redha..
Sesungguhnya setiap kejadian yg berlaku tu pasti ade hikmahnya..
Sama ada skrang atau kemudian..
Yg pasti DIA sudah tentukan setiap perkara tu..
Sbg umat kite berusaha,berdoa n tawakal..
Yg penting kite kena redha dgn setiap ketentuanNYA..

Opss terlebih sudah..
Semalam sya dpt jejakkan kaki ke kota HARAM itu lagi..
Syukur sgt..
Penuh dgn lautan manusia..
Dpt la sya luangkan sedikit masa dgn family adik ipar baru sya..
Temankan mereka shopping jubah sket..
Dptla kurang sket harga bile bole bertutur sket dlm bahasa Arab..:)

Kayla,
As my weekends will finish today..
Wish me best of luck for tomorrow..
Nowadays its really a hectic day to working in ER..

Korang sumer,
Have a nice wikens guys...

Chills,

Dare to Fail

The 3 stoogers..mak long rindu sgt2 kt korunk..:(

Ne lah buah hati pengarang jantung sya..comei kan diorang mcm 'ayong' nya tak...:P

Aperla agaknya sya nak wat lepas ne yea..:P

Kt status FB suemr org ckp pesal result SPM..
Br la sya tahu hari result SPM kuar yea..
So best of luck adik2..
Adik2?? Rasa tua la pulak..hahaha

Well sya nk imbas time sya amik result SPM dl bole tak kwn2..
Kalo tk bole sya nak jugak imbas..hahaha

To be honest sya tak excited mana pun..
SBB 2 months before SPM sumthing happen..
N sya 'sakit'
Sya hampir tk nak amik SPM tahun tu..
Tp sya amik gak..

Bayangkan la time amik SPM tu pun sya dh bole agak.
Yg sya akan gagal esp subjek Sains such as BIO,Add Math,Kimia n Fizik la..
BUT alhamdulillah sya tak gagal..
Tapi resultnya tk cantek mn la..

Bayangkan la ape yg sya rasa on that time..
Sbb since UPSR n PMR sya tak pernah tk dpt straight A's..
Kira ne 1st time sya gagal la..
Agak terduduk esp dgn parents yg mmg kecewa gile on that time...

Bile tgk kwn2 fly p overseas..
Sya tumpang gembira but deep in my heart..
Allah je kot yg tahu..

Kesimpulannya DARE TO FAIL..
Itu yg sya blaja..
Mcm mn sya belajar menerima kegagalan..
N bangkit blk..

Then sya pernah amik civil engineering kt poli..
Pastu smbung wat nursing pulak..
Until now..sya pun tk sngka sya diberi peluang keje di over the seas..:p
Syukur sgt..

So many things that i want to do now..
Sampai sya kena priorities kan ape yg sebenarnya sya nak..
Ye sya tk malu nak mengaku yg even smpai skrang sya tak de degree lagik..
Byk peluang yg sya dpt utk further degree..
Tapi sya masih carik course yg sesuwai ngan jiwa sya..

Aperda wai ko mencarik smpai umur 27 thn ko tk de degree lagik..
Well ne la masalah sya..
Dl sya pernah buat civil engineering kejap
Then sya smbung nursing..
So degree ne korunk agak2 sya nak ke sambung dlm nursing???
Cuba tekaa cepat..
Acah je..tk teka pun tk per..:P

Cik Wai..:P ,

Final List My 1st GA Participants..

Yeah here it goes..
So ingt tak pesal my 1st GA..
Ala yg pesal how u had been propose or u propose people tu..

So ne final list yg sya ade..
Harus ke i bukak lagik penyertaan yea..
Kena tnya pendapat peserta2 yg dh join dl..
Sbb nak ikutkan sya dh close..
Tapi ade beberapa bloggers yg tk dan hantar penyertaan esp Zie bloggers dr Sarawak tu...and Irine also..
Sabar jerla minah dua org ne tau..
Mentang2 la bloggers tegar..

Tapi sya kan kena adil n saksama..
So officially sya close la yea GA ne..
Here is the final list of the participants..
Nurul
http://nurulbaharuddin.blogspot.com/2011/02/gateway-how-people-propose-u.html

Kak Neena
http://neenaanuar.blogspot.com/2011/03/jom-joint-ga-nie-how-u-propose-ur-gurl.html

Anis
http://duahati-jadisatu.blogspot.com/2011/03/getaway-how-people-
propose-u.html

Aleenavril
http://aleenavril.blogspot.com/2011/03/how-u-propose-ur-gurlatau-how-people.html

D'paper Clips
http://yukioranda.blogspot.com/2011/03/giveaway-proposed-will-you-marry-me.html

Nana
http://nanamrul-contest.blogspot.com/2011/03/my1st-getaway.html

Minah Senget
http://ceritaminahsenget.blogspot.com/2011/03/her-first-getaway-and-mine-too.html

Yg wai dua kt bwh tu la new participants..
Check it out kay guys..

Ade sesape yg sya tertinggal ke eik???

Kembali Menjadi Cik Misi

with Anis n Norli kt tasik titiwangsa..sessi yam cha

Otw to ward D3 time p HSAJB..

Salam guys...
Rindu nk berblogging ngan jayanyaa...
BUT masa tk de mana la..
Weather kt Jeddah ne nak masuk summer..
So tk sejuk mn..
But dah start sand storm lite2..

Alhamdulillah semalam selamat smpai di Jeddah around kul 640 pm..
Ramai gile org okeh..
Sbb jemaah Mesia dh start wat umrah..:)
So as usual bile org ramai..
Layanan atas flight sgt KURENG..
Malas nak komen byk kat situ..

Then i reached home around 9 pm..
The best part is esoknya kena keje pagi okeh..
Bayangkan la penatnya mcm mn kan..
Dh la restless gile dok dlm flight smpai 8 jam lebih..

N nak jd best lg..
Bole pulak my luvly NM tu put me as in charge ER orientee..
Pergh.. mau tk blur n penat..
Dh la br smpai..
BUT i take it as a challenge..
Luckily no big isssue yesterday..

BUT sya JET LAG sgt2..:(
Kul 5 ptg lebih gitu dh mengantuk sbb kt Mesia dh mlm..
Kul 3 pg gitu dh terbgn sbb kt Mesia dh pg..
OMG...bdn jd lesu..pale pusing2..

Oh ya,sya tahu sya ade byk misi kt blog sya ne..
Misi berjalan2 BW..
Misi cari pemenang first GA sya..
TAPI sya agak tk de masa lagi..
So harap maaf la ye kwn2..
I will tyr to fix my time..

Aperpun...
Have a nice day guys..
Keep on blogging kay..:)