I.B.U

Ibu,
Ida rindu sgt2 kt ibu...
Since smpai Mecca ne tk setitik pun air mata ida mengalir bile dpt lihat Ka'abah
Tp td ida tewas gk ibu..
Ida tewas bile mengenangkan ibu..

Ida rindu sgt dkt ibu,
N ida minta maaf sgt sbb selama ne..
Ida belum berjaya jadi anak and akk yg baik..
I'm really sorry..:((

Cuma satu je yg ida minta..
Ibu bg ida ruang n peluang utk buktikan ida bukan mcm tu..
Ida minta maaf n halalkan makan minum n segalanya..
Ida tahu syurga ida tetap di bawah kaki ibu..

Br dpt berita ttg pemergian one of the blogger UnrestMind akibat accident..
Innalillah..Al-fatihah to arwah..

U Make My LIfe Complete

Salam
Alhamdulillah finally i selamat smpai di Mecca
Even pelbagai dugaaan menimpa
Hailstones melanda bumi Riyadh..
Jalan ditutup,banjir sana sini..

1st time in my life
Tgk hujan ais ne..
Kagum n dlm masa yg sama takut pun ade..
Takut sbb sign2 of the end of the life..
Dgr cite mungkin ade kematian..
If have,innalillah..

N hari ne my 1st day in Mecca..
Hanya Allah yg tahu perasaan yg dpt i gambrkan bile tgk Kaabah..
Speechless..

N spt yg i pernah bgtahu this is the place me met..
Br je usai on phone dgn si dia..
Ya Allah tk pernah rs setenang n serindu ini..
Doakan kami kekal berpanjangan..
N agar hubungan ini sentiasa dilindungiNya..

To Mr Mohd Hizzat,
Tq sbb hadir dlm hidup sya,
Tq for being my neutraliser,
Tq for being my supporter,
Tq for being my shadow,
Sama2 kita berdoa ye awk..:)

Lambaian Kaabah

Alhamdulillah..
Syukur sgt sbb masih diberi kesempatan utk ke Mekah lg..
InsyaALLAH i will go there by tomorrow night..
Moga segalanya dipermudahkan..
N moga diberi ketenangan hakiki n petunjuk di sana..

N di Mekah tu jugak akan menggamit segala rindu pd si dia..
Yea kami bertemu di Mekah..
N Hotel Fal Al Saha menjadi bukti pertemuan kami..:)

Tq sgt pd 2 Haji yg menjadi pengantara kami..
Mungkin tnpa bantuan mereka kami tidak kenal each other..

Awk,
Anta Fi Kalbi Daiman..
Rindu awk..(",)

Do'aku

NO MORE TEARS,PLZ..:(

Happy Labour Day

Gerleen,1 of my inspiration now..She's young but talented

Sorry,girly..i put this pix..Cute what..HUHUHU..Weird face..:P

Salam sumer..

Happy labour day to all workers..:)

Hope today is better than yesterday..

Ckp pesal keje ne almost 4 years rsnya i dh keje..

Mcm2 dh i hadapi..

Tukar keje silih berganti..

Rsnya almost 6 hospital or medical centre dh i keje..

Wow,quiet a lot..

My mums alwiz said..

U alwiz keep on changing ur jobs..

Nanti ilang seniority..

But to me i dont care bout the seniority.

I care bout the experience that i gain..

Tp of course la dlm CV nanti ade sedikit question mark utk interviewer di situ..

But now i keep on asking myself..

WHat i want in my life?

Is this career make me happy?

N the answer is definitely not..

Becoz i'm not happy with what i do now..

Never happen in my life..

I hate my job now'

N to me it really unfair to me and my patient..

Coz i'm not that sincere and motivate enough to work..

Maybe its time for me to move..

Move on..

BUT kepentingan diri n kepentingan family..

Which One is my PRIORITY now?

Easy to say butt its difficult to decide..

I know i want to further study..

I dreams to have at least degree in my life..

What type of degree?

-Emergency Medicine

-Early CHildhood Education

-Nursing??? Hurm

This 3 field that i love most..

I really hope God is with me..

I have to decide..

Sumthing that such as amount of money can't but happiness,

can't buy healthiness and the most important things money can't buy my PRIDE and DIGNITY..

Ya Allah permudahkan la segala urusanku

LIndungila hambamu ini..

AMIN...